It’s 3 am. The water in the bathroom has been running for over 30 minutes, the smell of mint, so sickly and strong fills my bedroom and now it’s impossible to sleep. I hear shuffling feet and mumbling and the anxiety I haven’t felt in years comes washing over me. My mom has dementia. She …
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Faith.
I talk about God often because the works in my life have been very profound. The Bible talks about the renewal of your mind and because my life has been a black and white version of that I have no doubts…except when I do. Your mind is always looking for ways to rationalize magical moments. …
Forgiveness and love
Life is so short when you really think about it. Who you are is temporary and one day you just won’t exist anymore. All the achievements you think matter, the people you’re angry with, those moments that filled your days. One day you will realize that the words you spoke were the last ones someone …
See me.
It’s so fascinating how much power you have in this world. You have this profound and magical power to transform a person’s entire life view and in doing so also changing your own. You literally can alter the life path and spirit of those you come into contact with…why don’t some people see this? When …
Joy comes after you become you.
My life and my spirit have always been an exact reflection of my self worth and inner state. You have to know with certainty who you are…the real you…to experience true and constant joy. I wonder sometimes if the pain I have experienced in my life was actually just God refining me towards a meaningful …
My world❤
My world used to be so small. So so small. I really had to throw all my insecurities out the window to create the life and love I have today. I look back at who I felt I was and am so grateful God had his hand on me because wow my life was a …
You forgot to love yourself.
I remember looking at my ex and knowing that if I had a shred of self esteem I never would have acknowledged him…but I didn’t and I threw away many years believing perhaps I had a problem loving (I don’t) or that maybe I was just scared or damaged by my family (his near constant …
Me then you.
Forever and ever amen❤
Go outside.
Did you know many kids average only 4 to 7 minutes outside per day!? Those same kids average over 6 hours per day on screens…video games, social media not to mention online school…just reading that gives me anxiety. I have opted for a polar childhood for my daughter. She is outside for the majority of …
Happiness
I’m so happy. I mean I have a near constant state of gratitude and peace that I never ever EVER thought possible. I feel mostly joy and I don’t feel terribly weighed down by the problems of others. For as long as I can remember I have had anxiety. Sinking into the center of the …
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